Once upon a time.

i spent plenty nights waiting for you 
i could picture my self with you 
i´m still still just waiting for you 
oh babe 
i fight every one to be with you 

Yes, I can see the world through you

You don't understand me now,I wonder if you ever will,I wonder if you'll ever try.
And don't get sad about,All the strange things i wrote,They faded as the ink dried.
So I say go, go,Hold your fists high, Grown, slow,Stand up for the fight though,I hope you never have to.
So I say run, run, My sparkling light, Have your fun,And then come home at night,I'm sure you'll tell me something new,I can see the world through you.
Frozen lakes and ice storms,Most you'll cross on your own,You'll face the biggest landslides.
I'll catch you on the hardest falls,I'll carry you inside these walls,We'll sing through the highest tides.
So i say go, go,Hold your fists high, Grown, slow,Stand up for the fight though,I hope you never have to.
So i say run, run, My sparkling light, Have your fun,And then come home at night,I'm sure you'll tell me something new,I can see the world through you. 

Sweet Nothing

It isn't easy for me to let it go
Cause I swallow every single word
And every whisper, every sigh
It swept this heart of mine
And there is a hollow in me though

So I put my faith in something unknown
I'm living on such sweet nothing
But I'm tired of hope with nothing to hold
I'm living on such sweet nothing
And it's hard to learn
And it's hard to love
When you're giving me such sweet nothing
Sweet nothing
Sweet nothing
You're giving me such sweet nothing.

Mais do mesmo

Espero e desespero por notícias tuas. Quero acreditar no que me dizes, mas começa a ser complicado. Desejo estar contigo mais do que tudo e do que nunca, desejo mostrar-te que estou diferente, que mudei e para melhor. Há certas coisas em que só nos apercebemos que erramos quando já temos alguma distância delas. E eu sou um desses casos, coisas que neste momento me parecem inimagináveis aconteceram, infelizmente, e daí se calhar estar na posição difícil que estou hoje. Mas sinto também que isto só nos faz crescer e fazer com que sejamos pessoas melhores. Tu és orgulhosa, bastante. Eu também o sou, mas quando erro sou capaz de admitir que não estou certo e muitas vezes de dar o braço a torcer, mesmo quando sei que tenho razão, para não prejudicar relacionamentos. Engolir o orgulho não é sinal de fraqueza, mas sim sinal de força. Tu és importante, mas começa a chegar a hora de dar um murro na mesa, de te fazer um ultimato, de simplesmente te dar uma última oportunidade. É pegar ou largar. (Falar torna-se fácil, mas agir já é mais complicado...)
E mais um dia 27 se passou, sem te ter comigo...

Heaven and Hell

Se dúvidas existiam dissiparam-se mal te vi. Aquele mal-estar na barriga não foi causado por acaso. Continuas linda, continuas a mulher que mais quero nesta vida.
Hesitei sobre se haveria de estar contigo ou não. Estremeci, fraquejei. Mas aquela troca de olhares, aquela pequena conversa voltou a acender a réstia de esperança que ainda tenho dentro de mim.
Depois de voltar a sentir tudo aquilo que senti antes, nada foi como alguma vez tinha imaginado ou planeado. Saiu tudo ao lado, a minha escala de nervosismo aumentou exponencialmente. Fiquei afectado a todos os níveis, coisa que só tu consegues fazer. Mexes comigo, que posso eu fazer? Por mais que me digam que não vale a pena, por mais que me digam para te esquecer, por mais que me digam que não mereces alguém como eu, nada muda. Os sentimentos não mudam assim...
Continuo a amar-te. Continuo à espera daquele encontro que me vens prometendo, continuo à espera... Parece que esse dia nunca mais chega. Sim, sei que tens memória de peixe, mas isso não é desculpa para tudo. Continuo aqui de pedra e cal, mas não garanto que isto não possa mudar daqui a um tempo.
Ainda acredito em ti e em nós! ef tê.

The Cave

It's empty in the valley of your heart
The sun, it rises slowly as you walk
Away from all the fears
And all the faults you've left behind

The harvest left no food for you to eat
You cannibal, you meat-eater, you see
But I have seen the same
I know the shame in your defeat

But I will hold on hope
And I won't let you choke
On the noose around your neck

And I'll find strength in pain
And I will change my ways
I'll know my name as it's called again

Cause I have other things to fill my time
You take what is yours and I'll take mine
Now let me at the truth
Which will refresh my broken mind

So tie me to a post and block my ears
I can see widows and orphans through my tears
I know my call despite my faults
And despite my growing fears

But I will hold on hope
And I won't let you choke
On the noose around your neck

And I'll find strength in pain
And I will change my ways
I'll know my name as it's called again

So come out of your cave walking on your hands
And see the world hanging upside down
You can understand dependence
When you know the maker's hand

So make your siren's call
And sing all you want
I will not hear what you have to say

Cause I need freedom now
And I need to know how
To live my life as it's meant to be

And I will hold on hope
And I won't let you choke
On the noose around your neck

And I'll find strength in pain
And I will change my ways
I'll know my name as it's called again

Angels

Light reflects from your shadow
It is more than i thought could exist
You move through the room
Like breathing was easy
If someone believed me

They would be
As in love with you as i am
They would be
As in love with you as i am
They would be
In love, love, love

And everyday
I am learning about you
The things that no one else sees
And the end comes too soon
Like dreaming of angels
And leaving without them
And leaving without them

Being
As in love with you as i am
Being
As in love with you as i am
Being
As in love, love, love

And with words unspoken
A silent devotion
I know you know what i mean
And the end is unknown
But i think i’m ready
As long as you’re with me

Being
As in love with you as i am
Being
As in love with you as i am
Being
As in love, love, love.

By Tonight

I'm a mess, a victim of stress,
Or maybe i should work a little less.
Maybe it's just one of life's little tests,
Survive this level and FUCK the rest!

Saudade.

Por mais que me esforce, por mais que saia, por mais que conheça outras pessoas continuo a pensar em ti. Isto é tão mais forte do que eu...

Tenho saudades tuas, muitas.